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2006-12-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

I was sitting down thinking about how life was for me for the past few months.
It was great. Getting to know Xubin more and getting to get back my life with God.
And even the process before getting attach. It was rather tough in the beginning,
crying daily, fasting, tried my best to keep those promises, but ultimately it's all worth it.

Live without God was horrible. Right now life is good. Get to rest at home, blog once awhile.
I was thinking about the friends I have, the friends I can reach out and lot more.
Really wonder do I really have good friend on this earth. Willing to listen to my problems,
willing to make a trip down to my place and check out whether I'm really ok.
I think and think again maybe there is maybe there isn't any.
I don't even know who I'm close with, I don't know other then xubin who else can I heart to heart talk.

Have spend all my time in the relationship, Church, Cellgroup member.
I remember the days when I use to meet maxim out, or meet some church members
not from our zone, like chu ping, sheng long, and chern siang just to fellowship.
Right now right after church service only thing I can do is fellowship with cg member.
I enjoy doing that, but some time I find that the time spent is not fruitful enough.
Really got to do something about it.

Someone said this before "An Environment can really change someone"
True true so so true.
Some time it's not because he/she wants to behave like this or like that.
It's because of the environment and the people around.
I'm starting to be so call more protective.
Don't know why but it seems that I don't know who to share my problem with sometime.
Not that I don't want to share, the problem is who to share with.
And do I feel comfortable sharing with that person, can the person help me,
will the person find me a nuisance and a burden.
So what will most people do, is to put up a strong front.
Like everything is alright, but deep down it hurts a lot.

I just finish a HongKong Drama show (Love guarantee).
20 CDs, that's a lot, hahaha...
The show is about:
Selling insurance... but there's love story in it.
There's a part where this guy feel that he lost all his freedom when he's with this girl.
Can't buy sport car can't see soccer and no time to mix around with his click of friends.
But at the same time the girl love him alot, always there when he need her.
At the end the girl found out how must of suffering and hurt she brought to him.
And pretented to be a playgirl, and dumb him.
Because she wanted him to get back his freedom and don't want to be a burden to him.
She want him to be a bird that have legs
He was so so angry but by the end of the story he found out the truth.
And he realise that he need her in her life more then anything else.
So he ask her to be his girlfriend again, and to teach him and guild him, a bird that know
how to land.
So Sweet right.... hahaha
Good show must watch-(Go rent)

Life is short
live it with a purpose
live it with people around you
Don't take each other for granted.

Take care pal.

2006-11-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

I got a lot of thing to share.

Firstly,
I want to thank you my darling (XUBIN)
She have been the sweetest girl I ever know.
As days goes by, I am falling over and over again with her...
hahaha.....

okok... not to mushy...
I want to thank God most importantly for her,
and for finding my wallet and returning them back to me twice.

God is good, he never cease to bless me and help me.
He is my helper, he is my best friend beside Bin.

I just finish my operation that day.
Just reach home yesterday. Everything when well.
I want to thank God for being there for me... I would have die there on the bed.
The pain and the numbness to put me on bed 24/7
But thank God I can at least walk out of bed now liao.

I want to thank God in advance for healing Bin and me.
Thought we are going thought time together,
I'm glad I'm not going through it all alone.

LORD PLEASE KEEP US IN GOOD HEALTH.
I PRAY I PRAY.
Thank you ABBA FATHER.

Lastly I want to thank you all guys out there.
Thank you for your prayers and consent.
Thank you very must..
Let continue to pray pray... and develop a prayful life

2006-09-23T11:23:00.000+08:00

Whao....
Did many, many meaningful thing yesterday.
this few day i was sick, Gotten MC from Wed to Thursday.
Pretty long arh....
I did many things within this three days.

Yesterday I was at home all the way never leave the house a single step.
Not even to buy food.
I did some video project the whole day,
Cooked Mage mee for my sister
wash up the clothings, WHAO tell you one big PILE.
It's like moutain like that... Now i know how my mum feel
when it comes to washing up of clothings.
Now my house is like a laundry shop like that.
Everywhere hangers.
still got one more pile to go
hahaha...

But there is someone i'm more excited and looking forward to see.
Wah it's feels like long time no see...
hahaha
Remembering my youger days, when i say
Long time no see I Thought You MA TI.

hahaha....
ok Got to go.... to finish up the pile of clothings.
And eat more moon cake
heehee...
Bye

2006-09-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

hahaha
i copy this over from xu blog
hahaha...
just want to highlight some stuff

love suffers long and is kind;
love does not envy;
love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;
bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
love never fails.
-1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Let continue to love one another as we love ourselves.
I might not be a good talker might offended many people.
Please for give me can???
I did it out of love, it i hurt you guys in anyways.
Please talk to me and forgive me can???

2006-09-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

Long time, since i update my blog.
Have been rather tired to blog this few days.
Today had bad tummy pain.
Every where i go, it seems that i need a toilet bowl with me.
hahaha....

Ya really enjoy myself this few days.
Although it's tiring to go work everyday.
But there will always be something to keep me on.
Like badminton, Cell groupm prayer meeting and service and more to give me strength to
carry out my daily duties in army. looking forward to end my day at work.

ya... got to end here got to slp early got work tml and CELL GROUP
hahaha...
so happy.

take care
Ben

2006-09-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha just when I post out an entry yesterday and now the situation change.
so sad, really don't know how to continue this entry too...Tot of meeting out today one.
But it's ok... Just that many things are runs through my mind now.
Am I a trouble to you.???Just when I feel so close and so love suddenly that consistency
is gone from you.

Yesterday night or consider as this morning while wait my little first bus in a cold cold weather,
feeling cold and tired. wondering is it worth it? Do the person whom i love will really be with me?
And is it really worth it? My heart suddenly breaking apart feeling totally lost.
Althought i have my own problems and difficulty i will still love you just the same as for the past two weeks. that is my love and consistency to you. lot of thing that i agree and don't agree after that conversation. saying i'm in army and this isn't the time. Excuse me...my army life is like working timing lar.....talking about that hahaha tml got to be back in camp... hai ya really hope to see you...today... if not don't know when will be the next time... erm tuesday(pm)??? or thursday...
haiya i'm willing to take all the arrows for you and bear the hurts but if you really love me please don't do that again to me ok... me too... i need someone with consistency too.

really miss you hope to see you soon. So quickly get your thing settle and organize your mind.
So we can work things out together for good. hope to hear from you soon.

byebye
Love you

2006-09-02T10:51:00.000+08:00

Hahaha if you realize my tag box is gone....
hahaha maybe for good...
it seem that my army friend is misusing them .
but nevermind.... anyway

I really enjoy what ever that God has place in my life right now.
It like heaven on earth for me liao... heeheehee....
I'm ok with those sad sad time we had together but let's move on..
and be a better man and women of God.
I really appriciate the thing you do for me. The heart the BENTO set hahaha
Fill so love...heehee

You are really becoming sweeter and sweeter hee.....
Love you...so so much... hahaha....
everytime you are down do remember this...
I will be this little hand to catch you everytime you fall.
Love you...

2006-08-30T11:19:00.000+08:00

This few days have been a great and tiring week...
Had movie with the cg members on Monday... And got a long long ticket...
hahaha....Tuesday which was yesterday.... I really enjoy myself....Too...
when jogging heehee... At the end when home so late... kana nag hahaha...
but it's all worth it. Today will be another good day too.... hahaha....
tml will be also be a good day... ya half-day leave to take my driving lessons.
then on Friday I guess nothing liao hahaha.....But I'm really looking forward for cg...
this Thursday.... yup yup long time don't have cg liao....Actually one week only.

Last week and this week... Have been my happiers moments in my life.
had lots of break through and made lots of commitments and promises.
I don't offen make promises unless I do have 100% confirmation that it can be done.
Even if I'm not sure this time, I promise that I will make them happen.
promises shouldn't be taken lightly and shouldn't be broken.

God have been very very extremely good to me this few weeks.
Prayer answers and ect ect....
Thanks to my helper....
heehee......

suddenly I got a song in mind:

I don't know about tomorrow
I just live from day to day
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For the skies may turn to gray

I don't worry of my future
For I know what Jesus said
And today I walk beside him
For He knows what lies ahead

Many thing about tomorrow
I don't seems to understand
But I know who hold tomorrow
And I know he holds my Hand.

So lets leave everything to God... and let him plan.

2006-08-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

Long time never update blog liao.
it's really good to update blog... some time it is easier to communicate here then a face to face talk or even on the phone.

this whole week is very very extreme tired man... haha.... but over all still a very good week...
encounter a lot of break through heehee... things week i won't do in life...
hahaha.... erm really feel very love this week hahaha..... Jealous of me???
hahaha but love can be very demanding and hurting some time... lots of sacrifices
ya but i want to thank you... (???) hahaha... for every work you are doing in me.
and althought it is hurting sometime but i believe i will treat it as a training ground for me
to wipe out my insecure-ness..... ya.... don't know how long i could last.
With you things are made possible but with God all things are possible...hahaha....

got to sleep soon but yet still wait ... for erm erm... hahahaha
nah end here bye.

2006-08-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Physical Touch:		4
Receiving Gifts:		4

2006-08-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

so true so true.....
today(sunday) sermon was good....
really learn alot of thing....
like if you do not let go of your past you will never go to your next level
introduction acquaintance friendship and intimacy

this should always be the root and standard guide line to a relationship...
heehee didn't go for service today but watching online...
hahaha... wondering how many friends and acquaintance do i have.
Some time i feel very close to you but yet sometime i feel so far away
when i see other gets closer to you. i guess there is never a point of intimacy.
unless both have a agreement to move on to the next level in a relationship.
some time really feel very lost. which stage of life am i in.???

can you assure me where are you in my life???

2006-08-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

Before I start blogging about what I have gone through this week
I will answer some of your questions.
Ya... most of you were asking me what is the "unclean spirit" I encounter with
in my last blog.
it's more like a 7 month encounter. ya...SPIRITS OR SO CALL GHOST TO MOST OF YOUR UNDERSTANDING

back to updates.....

Past few days have been great...
get to catch up with some good friends
and also celebrated Denise birthday.

Someone have really encourage me. ya... hahaha
really makes me flew up to cloud nine.
ya saying words like..."You really know the key a women's heart"
and " you really know how to sweet talk"hahaha
actually I don't even know that I'm sweet talking sometimes.
don't know whether is it a good thing or not.
maybe I should be firm in whatever I say and can not "xi xi ha ha"
never ever compliment someone for the little effort they do.

yesterday(Friday) was rather a good day althought there is some problems
in camp.ya but it's solve liao. Met up with cherissa for dinner and got to share some
of my photos with her. all the primary schools photos. ya same school hahaha....
surprising thing is that I receive a call from someone I could never imagine will ever call me again since 2002 really very happy to hear this person voice.

Today (Saturday) during service I really learn a lot. about the choices we make that affects our future.
God do know the choices that we will make.(to a certain extend)
It's not like when you are born he know the choices that you are going to make when you are 21.
God knows the choices that you make next when the choices are place right before you.
But of cause God has a plan for each an everyone of us.
So choices got to be make by us whether we want to follow his plan.

Love is a choice, no one can say that they run out of love for they partner
because that is an excuse. The true answer is that they chose not to love them anymore
Love was never a game.... and it should never ever be. Having nagative tots of your partner some time show how much you like them and your understanding of them.
But always try have a good talk to settle the misunderstood. and that is a choice to be made.
to have faith in them.
there are to many choice to make in life so make them wisely.

Remember someone told me something like this saying that i'm a person always depends on my mood and compare me with someone. Actually no one which to be compare and i rather dislike those feeling.forget to tell you at that point of time. the worst thing is to compare me with someone so much worse then me. so stop comparing me with him can.... it's hurting ya...
and when this words comes from you...

today is a tiring day started off good... but ended badly... hahaha...
i'm a person that do not depend on my mood, it is what i get in the mist of the day.that spoils the whole day. just a little of encouragement and care will do to cheer me up...yup....

Ending this post with a question mark.
So do I have the key to your heart? and have I unlock them?
How many key do I have? and how much heart do I have in hand to unlock.
hahaha MAN MAN Siang ba (take your time to think)

2006-08-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

What a tiring day... Today went shopping with Kel,Xu & Ting.
My legs are aching now... But that's not the worst.
The worst thing that could ever happen is that, I met into some unclean spirits
when I'm on my way back home.

some of you might be saying OH MY GOSH..... hahaha.... I was really scare too...
althought this is not my first time. I press the lift button and when the door is open,
I was given a fright like someone is in there staring at me.
But without considering I just walk in...And all the way up to my floor....
it was creepy man.I sang my song out loud to counter this little fear in me but yet
at the same time saying a little pray for God's protection.

God is good all the time. And all the time God is Good.
he really protect each an every single one of us.
Even when we are sleeping, he is the shepherd that never fails to watch over his lamb.
Thank you Lord Jesus.
I will never remember this night.
Love you

2006-08-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

Life Have been Very Good.
Sudden of happiness just filled my life.
Just like a wind that passes by.
Sudden of love and sudden of attention I wanted for along time.
wonder when will it be my turn to fully get to enjoy such company forever.
Forever love forever Love... What a song....To always keep in mind.
Really wish you can be there in every moment of my life.

I'm a shy guy that never know how to approach a woman.
Never ever wanted disappointment or rejection in such area.
Even if I ever did them before, I guess I did them out of craziness.
Who is this SHE I'm talking about and where is SHE, and what is SHE doing now.
Only God's know the Answer.

The no confident me is bringing me lower and lower then the actual me.
It seems that no one would fall for an ugly frog... erm (monkey) I guess.
So what is really going wrong in me....
I guess... I'm that one in a million chosen by God to be... Single for life...
SAD STORY.....
Really envy those that have a partner that celebrate their birthday with them.

HAI YA>>>>"Life isn't how the way you want them to be sometimes"
Never a bed of roses

2006-08-12T04:14:00.000+08:00

Whao.... finally update my blog again...
took me... about 30mins to solve some HTML...
horrible webbie gave me the wrong link to the video...
but finally get to put up the song i wanted to...
FORVER LOVE..... hey hey... if at any moment the video can't be preview.
please tag me okok and inform me...
please thanks...
very tired liao.... update some other time....
tml got service ....

Goodnight.

2006-08-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

hee hee just to update my blog
this will be a short one...
because got to sleep early tml got lessons...

this week have been a heaven on earth ya...
i really enjoy my life this week...
even at work or even with my friends.
After the batminton game on tuesday haven't recover my sleep yet
heehee have been stay up very late this few days...

anyway check out the new update on my blog... got music
muahahahaha.... so cool right... heehee... SUA KU
heehee.... ok ba got to go liao...
just want to update you all abit and thanks you for reading this blog.
and thank you for all the friend that stay by me just when i needed them...
thanks....update some other time Buai buai....
tata....

2006-07-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

YO......
Some update.... of what is going on in my life.....
Today i was attach out... to another place... for work...
It was fun... heehee.... damm damm slack... heehee...
SLACKER..... :p....
But get to know alot of new friends... all of them also SLACKERS>..
hee.... ya get to know much better as time goes on...
ya... something struck me today...during thier conversation...
i do know about Christ and. they do know abt CHC...
but they aren't believers CHC to them is like a second ZOUK hang out.
Entry free.... with all the lightings and the beat....
and gals to see....

But overall today is a good day...will be attach out 2 weeks
that means.... 2 weeks of slacking
lastly

HAHAHAHA

2006-07-16T14:21:00.000+08:00

Today is sunday.....
sian tml monday liao... got to go back to work....
hahaha....
Got good news got bad new......

Good news is that i'm setting myself a date line to carry on my life
in state of now not in service and on/off

Bad new is if everything didn't go well as promised i will just leave. And never want to be back
again.ya sick and tired already.......

I'm a person rather direct at times.... ya thing which i'm not happy with i will voice out.
It's not about humble yourself and bear the pain...yourself. it never like this.

The Vision of a man is very important but what could that vision be? A source of hope which
everyone look forward to in the future and the source of strength to bring them forward
everytime that are weary. So does that mean the vision will come truth at the end of the race???
All that you all have is the hope and your rewards you will get in heaven. and what????????? "well done my good and faithful servent" but what if the result do not turn out to be what you expected them to be...

Now there is three choice i can make
1. Believe there is a hope in the vision i got and... trusting that when i get up there i shall be rewarded.

2. Enjoy life and the time now when i'm in this world, for i don't know what is tml. And live a life that there isn't tml. ( isn't that more enjoyable)(NO Worries)

3. Enjoy life and slowly get back with him.... sort of win win situation hahahaha....

I guess all this choices shall be made when the dead line comes...
hahaha
i guess what human being need is not.... a vision but a sense of belonging and a sense of being love. that is what... that push them on each day.

Take care for now bye

2006-07-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

hahahah now adays to eng liao...
keep on updating....
hey hey..., i just finish my show...
heehee... the show was very very and and touching...
is "tian shi wo ai ni"

this show really show what love is...
really very very touching....
suddenly i felt brighten up and yet sad at the same time.

how i wish i can reverse time and protect the one i love...
but i guess all i can do ... is to wish her happiness...
I will always be there when you need me.....
that is a eternal promise from me to you

i'm willing to give up everything to reverse time....
it have been so long since then...
thinking that i could forget you...
till now i still can't forgive myself....
but i guess it's all too late......
as you say "only time can tells"

Hope to see you again.

2006-07-02T03:17:00.000+08:00

It's 3:13am .... still awake... just finish playing game
hahahaha....guess what game hahaha
tell you hahaha... it's some internet game called
"flyforfun""fff" rather addictive... have been
playing them many night till never sleep......

suddenly just feel like blogging ya...
listening to romantic songs and with my new little lamp
that glows so beautifully

suddenly just felt that i'm so free
having the whole world to myself like that....
so free and easy... no worries....

yesterday i when for church service.
the message was good was encourage
but there are many thing stopping me.
horrible leadership
unreveal truth
Fakey people
lots of hipo

I guess i'm just to afraid to be hurt again.
a man without vision is no dif from being dead
truth but with such situation how to press on...
with them around you don't even need the devil.

i guess for now i will just concentrate

on upgrading myself... going for many course...

yup yup hmm.... alittle tired liao... update some other time....

2006-06-30T18:36:00.000+08:00

Long time never update liao....
got alot of thing to say....
hahaha.... for this month... it have been...rather horrible...
ya... got into alot of trouble hahaha... damm stress now....
but there are good things too... ya...
recently i got back contact with an old friend of my...
all this 4 year i have been living in guilt.knowing that i have hurt
this person so much... and now... finally got to contact each other through sms

Really thanks God for technology ya.... hahaha....

As the days goes by... it seems that i'm getting older and more responsiblity have been
place on to me... how i wish that some will be there to support me.
hahaha but thinking about it... living alone is rather not a bad ideal too... since it's already more then 4 year alone.

Dark clouds are still over my heads but i know after every rain there sure to be a sun shine
and a rainbow somewhere... my problem will be clearing soon....

I guess for now...i'm ok with my life....but i believe there can be more flavoring...
Hope to catch up with all my old friends this oct.... take care for now....

Hope the next time i blog, it will be a better blog

2006-04-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

hahaha.....

I'm back from diving trip for about... a week or two liao...
it was great great.... man...but got a little sick...the day after i came back...
sea sick and not enought rest
hahaha but i'm totally fine now just that got some mosquitoes bites that fail
to heal after 1 week plus... so tml going see doctor.

Hey you all can see those dive pics at
http://photos.yahoo.com/muakies2002
ya... enjoy man....
i will be proceeding with my rescue diver soon...
like about 2 weeks from now or maybe longer heehee...
and just find out that my certification will only be done and send to me...
in 3 months time so long :(
nevermind..... heehee... that's the update so far.....

Take care for now...

byebye

2006-04-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

Halo... People....
It's a great day...... Today.....
don't know why feel so happy.
But anyway in this bloggy I will just update a little bit of myself

Anyway as most you all know I'm taking my car and bike lience
I'm now also taking diving heehee... so fun....
I will be leaving on 13April to 16April... ya long weekend holiday....
while you all are celebrating Easter Sunday in service...
Don't worry for me.... As this Easter I'm going overseas (Malaysia Pula Tiingi)
for my holiday and relaxation i will go to explore things that God created
long long before i'm born and will find a meaning too life and every little things
that he done for me....

So guy don't amire me.. you can even start my looking at the friends you are bring...
ya they are God created ones too... ya... learn to love them... don't mistreat them....
Continue to jai you... bring in the harvest.... take care for now....

abit tired liao... byebye

2006-03-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Whao..... it have been a long long time since I wrote my last entry.
ya I guess this blog have no longer been servicing , in the sense that nobody would read my blog
hahaha ....

anyway life have been great.... no longer having church commitment and so forth ...
ya.... going for many little thing in life...
i just sign up for my driving licence last week ya still in the mist of taking my bike licences too...
heehee so fun it pretty X so... now save save save heeheee......
my goal by the end of this year is have both licence and Get a LAO POK car next year hahaha
better then nothing to drive heehee.... or get bike in the mid of this year..
. hai ya... see how lar... my mood .... weather want to drive wat... heehee...

as for my spiriture walk with God... erm,... ok nia....
ya starting from scarp.. and learning to enjoy his presence again... but never the people.
i guess... people are always on thier move and always changing. change for the better or not doesn't matter but most importantly is acting upon the things that they say.
Not against anybody in particular but just a comment in my own personal observation.

service have been greater and greater each single week... so lets continue to bring our friends... take care.

(unread blog)

2006-01-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

Muahahahaha....
long time never write blog... liao
have been very very lazy and tired to write....
but today i'm in a extrem good mood heeheeehee don't know why....
nothing in particular happen... just feel very happy now....

yesterday msg WHAOOOO... man... it was extreme great....
ya .... one year after another.. time really pass so fast.
many things that i want to thank God for.....

but most importantly i want to thank God for putting people around me to help me
when i'm down... and he also clearly show me who are my true friends are... ya.
last year was a bad year....... looking for a better year this year....
ya..... so all you people out there... continue to press on.... and fight the battle...
don't give up.... okok.... ya take care for now... till the next blog entries......
(don't know when will that be... ahahaha)

2005-12-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

Whao it have been a extrem long time since i update my blog.
Every have been good. erm.... going to the end of the year. liao...
didn't really achive many thing but... i believe next year will be a better one.
ya.. and Got a deadline to meet end of this year... as to decide which Cg will be
trasfering to... really very confuse disturb by this so pray for me... ok...

ya.... and i might be going to take my license for BIKE hahaha... soon soon... hahaha
wanted to get class 3(CAr) but thinking of getting a car is X so get bike first
then upgrade... hahah :P...

ya as for now nothing must to update. just updated a nice song... so just wait for a while
and you will be able to hear it... take care

update again

2005-11-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

Just an update on how God has move in my life
Life have been very good. Rather bless. last month.

In many area of my life. Like cash flow and even in my working place.
As most of you all know i'm currently in army.
ya God really helps me before i'm in and when i'm in army.

Yesterday I found a new way to release stress and sadness.
hahaha guess wat is it???

It's swimming hahaha I was a little upsad yesterday.
when i was at sentosa chalet...
without hesitation i took off my shirt and jump into the pool...
tell you the moment i jump into the pool everything seems to be
back to normal... it is like jumping into a pool of Living water.

hahaha feel like going swimming.....
Should have gone to sentosa yesterday...
hahaha....and ya.... yesterday no place to sleep so i slept beside the pool
hahaha.... was very very windy... but the only problem is
got lots of mosquitoes too... hahaha... was bitten by them...
about 10 to 20 bites..... poor me....

hahaha... will update again... ya not really in the mood to write
hahaha... okok lar.. byebye

2005-10-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

Don't knot wat to write ya... got to write something in order for my blog skin to
be put up. ya.... Praise the Lord and thanks... to XUXU for helping me
with the blog skin.... I'm just to lazy to explore... heehee... thanks anyway...

This blog will be my new blog. The old one is gone...."malao.blogdrive.com"
so pls take not okok..