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Profile:Benjamin,Male,20,Single

Location:Singapore

Hometown:Malao Land

Hobbies and interests:

Fencing,Guitar,Sleeping

Name: Ben Toh




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Sunday, September 03, 2006

hahaha just when I post out an entry yesterday and now the situation change.
so sad, really don't know how to continue this entry too...Tot of meeting out today one.
But it's ok... Just that many things are runs through my mind now.
Am I a trouble to you.???Just when I feel so close and so love suddenly that consistency
is gone from you.

Yesterday night or consider as this morning while wait my little first bus in a cold cold weather,
feeling cold and tired. wondering is it worth it? Do the person whom i love will really be with me?
And is it really worth it? My heart suddenly breaking apart feeling totally lost.
Althought i have my own problems and difficulty i will still love you just the same as for the past two weeks. that is my love and consistency to you. lot of thing that i agree and don't agree after that conversation. saying i'm in army and this isn't the time. Excuse me...my army life is like working timing lar.....talking about that hahaha tml got to be back in camp... hai ya really hope to see you...today... if not don't know when will be the next time... erm tuesday(pm)??? or thursday...
haiya i'm willing to take all the arrows for you and bear the hurts but if you really love me please don't do that again to me ok... me too... i need someone with consistency too.

really miss you hope to see you soon. So quickly get your thing settle and organize your mind.
So we can work things out together for good. hope to hear from you soon.

byebye
Love you

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